Catapult me into the wind
And let me tumble through life
With blissful freedom
To a destination unknown.
Onwards -
Delve into the abyss of existence
Its necessary uncomfortability.
Oh
I FEEL it.
There is e v e r y t h i n g to be discovered
Soothe my restless soul with experiences
Nourish my wandering heart with kind-eyed strangers
A long haul flight
To anywhere
Let me dive through iridescent tropical waters
Tire my eyes searching for stories in the streets passing by
Speeding taxi rides through bustling Asian streets
Neon lights and smoking woks
Natures revival of moss covered temples
Witnessing the remnants of antiquity
Ancient Greek mosaics in tavernas
Where bubbling clay pots would waft
Down tight and bustling streets
A seat
Where lovers once met
I linger in their embrace
My heart
How deeply she aches
But I remain
Open
I feel love everywhere
Let me run my hands
Across colonnades of architectural prowess
I imagine the sages
Mourn philosophies and conversations lost to time
I am enamoured with humanity
So I go -
I want to climb mountains
Breathe in the air of the Himalayas
Intoxicate myself in newness
Lose myself in a new city
Be whisked in drunken revelry
To places where the lights shine differently
Where my body can move
Freely
My body
A vessel for passion
For love
I vibrate curiosity
I release my inner child
To play
To see
To feel
Discover
(me)
In nakedness
I gleam
A steaming hot glass
Pulled from scolding water
Suds glimmer
Sunshines kiss
Her firey rays
Ignite me
Bubbles for eyes
Glimpsing the blip
Of my brief time
And their reflection
Tells of our orb in the sky
Absorption
A transient womb
Our colourful ball sustains us
Earth
To above
The air sweet
With our deepest affinity
Our most magnificent dreams
Tethering
Temporary
Fleeting
End.
I sit in a smoky, crowded room 4800m high in the Nepal Himalayas. In my headphones, Ludovico Einaudi plays like honey to my ears. In the background, the voices of Nepalese, Spanish, Israeli and English intermingle. I am a witness to life. People gather around the cylindrical fireplace, equal faces of happiness and exhaustion. Some here because they are paid to be, some for adventure, reprieve or healing. I have walked through the mountains for a week and tomorrow we pass Thorung La, at nearly 5416m. I have crossed rivers and with altitude, traversed many different terrains with a rainbow of flora and fauna. I’ve been very uncomfortable, in body and mind. I’ve also found more acceptance, appreciation and patience for myself and the world around me.
This is meagre excerpt of the deep reverence I have always had for nature, increased by my time in the mountains. Before I came, I set a trajectory here to fertilize some soul soil. To challenge my sense of self. To be okay with being alone in one of the most remote places in the world. To help solidify the mastery of my own mind and emotions; where I will always be a sojourner in a foreign land. I envisaged nourishing my soul with mental and physical challenges, in an ever-evolving endeavour for growth. What was a physically taxing journey was all the more mental for me. My muscles were nothing compared to the storm raging inside my mind.
In nature, you find more than you ever thought you were looking for.
With infinite love for this beautiful world.
I have a thirsty soul Quenched by the colours of the world (Satiated by love)
Kaleidoscopic Life; In its many faces Eyes speaking stories of universal human experience Those you And I Know well
Relative are our experiences But no less valid Suffering and happiness Yin and yang Chaos and order
On this plane we meet Where souls recognize one another Themselves reflected An unavoidable dichotomy The ebb and flow of our existence
My soul yearns – For the gradual awakening of a deep night sky A slow dialled gradient Where first light glints Over oceans Or beams over mountain tops
I have a thirsty soul! A heart that dreams Of snow dusted mountains Mottled stone walls Staggered and sheer Protruding from their icy encasement
Pine trees perched on pinnacles Exposed cliff edges Rivers that churn and rage Creeks that trickle Water as the lifeblood of seed Seed to flower Flower to fruit
Awe
Mother Earths sheer totality Air fire earth and water Together they mould And balance our everchanging Earth
I dream of underwater worlds Life aplenty Myriads of coral cities And creatures of the deep Of desert landscapes Harsh and arid Where nature is most cruel and unforgiving
My soul pleads for diversity For every creature to flourish For coexistence with the natural world For harmony
A soul that yearns and a heart that dreams But in nature Mind body and soul Unifies
Under a labrynthine lush canopy Where light filters in between carefully crafted leaves Where soft wind whispers through trees Fingers of the universe sounding carefully selected piano notes of natural wonder Warm light endows each leaf Exhibiting each fragile vein in their perfect creation
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